i'm currently in school now having my lesson. and for this whole week, i havent got any time to blog!!!!! i'm all so exhausted, tired, enervated, prostrated, debilitated or whatever words that's associated to this!!! my energy simply got drained out this whole week, though it's only a wed now. Reason is not that i've got tied up with school work...but with my family...
My aunt's family got back to singapore safe and healthy on last fri EARLY MORNIN'. and since that day, it's been late sleeping, early waking, and all day walking shopping running and alll!!!!! But i'm jux really happy bout it! Cos they're hardly in Singapore and the time we can spent together is REALLY REALLY SHORT!!!
i so love the 2 kids she has, one 6months old and the other..2years +...and the older kid seemed to like me alot. haha! maybe it's cos i stayed at their house in the states for some time, and somehow he still hasn't forgotten me? hahahx...and i must say, he really dislike my mom. He's really really cute!!! i'm gonna upload his foto sometime when i'm free sometime next week.
He's like... "shirley!!!..........." and then grab my leg/hand and pull me to his toys..when i come home from school or when i wake up and come out from the room. and then there was once, out of no where...he suddenly said to me (cos i was doin those funny faces and "arghhh") ..."Don't be a monster..."..and his hands are like holding my face, head tilted and saying that. I was so surprised when he said that. and then aft awhile, he tried to pull my hair and indeed, 2 strands of my hair were pulled out and it was really really super uber PAIN!!!!!!!!! i can't helped but to scream out. So he was kinda stunned for that moment..and then he grabbed my face again and another hand patting my head...saying.. "i'm sorry....." can you believe that? that a 2 year old plus kid told u that without u initiating to him. And then his accent was SSSOOOOOO caucasian like...like there's the american slang...it's so pleasant to listen to his voice...(but sometimes, his accent is so strong, i don't understand what he's trying to say and all i did in response was..knod my head and say "yea...")
everything will come to an end of a chapter this sat cos they're flying back to the states. and although they'll be back in 2 years time, i'm not sure if that 2 kids would still be so adorable. maybe the older one would be real mature and all by then....
and yesterday, i had a one-on-one time with just my aunt and her husb. It's supposed to be my day cos they wanted to thank me for all i've done (like being the middleman, trying to bring the whole family together when they are in the states and communicate with people over here..besides e-mailing...and also bringing them ard..babysitting the kid for awhile and all). & honestly when they said that, i nearly cried...my tears were just at the brim of my eye. But i "sniffed" it baq...And also, most importantly, they talked to me about my further plans next time when i graduate from poly. They asked if i wanted to continue studying aft i've graduate. and without hesitation, i said "yes!" cos that's what i really wanted to pursue...a degree..and hopefully a masters as well. And then knowing that i'm the fickle minded person, they asked if i'm still gonna continue in this route that i've chosen - business. And of course, i am. And then when they asked if i had decided which area to focus on...i really don't know. Though i'm in the retail line..but one thing i can confirm is that I WANNA START MY OWN BUSINESS in APPAREL line!
and so, my aunt told me about the BIG BIG SCENARIOS. but my unc, said that why dream so big at this stage when i'm still quite young. and then my aunt said,"......u either DREAM BIG or DON'T dream!" I totally agree with her!!! cos in business, u can't go anywhere if u're stuck in the middle. She asked if i were gonna design my own clothes. and i said "provided i've got the talents and inspiration" and she quotedmy the VeraWang's example. And it's true...u shouldn't sew if u're the designer but u have to know how to. That's important and right now, i just have to seek a team who might help me in my biz in future. And to me, it seemed quite distant still but i really wish that could happen.
But the point is, they said if i'm gonna further my studies somewhere, consider going to their area, which is Oklahoma (it's a state in america where it is mainly farms and all - more of a country side; they do have urban sprawl tho) And then reg myself in OU (i don't know the name of the school in long). I've visited that university bout 4 years ago and i kinda like the school environment. But the thing is, i'm not adapted to the slow pace life over there. And in my mind, i actually wanna go New Zealand to further my studies cos the environment there is really clean (though i havent done my research). so ya... they'll help me out in providing a car and a house/apartment. (they're so good right??? maybe cos my aunt is also my godma. but of course, i'm gonna work abit as well - though they havent told me that i need to) Also, i'm told that right now all i have to do is to graduate and get my driver's license. So it sounds kinda attractive u see. I guess right now, i'm just gonna have to consider real hard and think through where and what i'm gonna be and study in future.
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