i need help

totally depressed!!!!!

didn't plan on going for a mani+pedi session today...
but had bout an hour to spare so decided to do...but ended up i was late...
went to hollywood nails to do (for the first time!!!)..and their service was good!
and they mani session is abit different from the rest..cos i did the wax wax thing..DAMN COOL!!!

okay...'nuff of dat..the point ish...

my toe nail seemed to have fungal infection oredi, due to the stoopid bruise i had(aft wearin the covered shoe for damn long!!!)..and when the pedicurist was tellin me how it would get worse...i almost cried out..seriously..cos she said if the fungal really attacked the whole toe, my nail would drop and NEVER GROW BAQ AGAIN!!!!!(the v.first time i discovered the bruise, i oredi had dat teary feeling but when da days past..i forgot..now i'm reminded again)..n when she was treating my dat toe, i dare not look at it as i felt really helpless n it hurts even more...i jux had to look at the manicurist instead..doin my nails...but lucky she told me they have this nail thingy that can help..(I WAS DAMN RELIEVE THEN!!! BUT I STILL FELT THE PAIN COX I'M AFRAID IT CAN'T BE CURED)...so this was first part of it..i bought the "medicine" and hopefully it's really really useful cos it's kinda ex luhx...

then..after the whole session, i STOOPIDLY went to try on clothes while shopping..and then guess what!? my nails all ruined lorx!!!(ok..mayb not all..but 5 fingers..it's ONE hand okay!) haix..the color all being scraped off..(cos i didn't dry it completely...was rushing...)...i was then VERY AFFECTED by it..had no mood to think no mood to shop no appetite to eat no strength to walk no mood to hear anybody tok..i again felt like crying..(i know i sound like a crybaby..but u've really have to go thru what i went thru to feel the agony and pain)...plus the fact that i paid so damn muj for 10fingers and 10toes...i almost fainted..AM TOTALLY GONNA PAUSE all mani/pedi till i get over it!!!

so i decided to cab home aft my forceful dinner..n found out that i ruined my dress cos i became so damn fat and so damn rough!!! the strap "piak"..i was like "f*&^%$#$%^%"..haix..why like dat luhx!!!!!!!!!!!!! it'd b so embarrassing if i weren't in the cab...n i'd b a luffin stock..y m i jux so unlucky???

n finally...i spent AGAIN!!!!!! i'm so addicted into this webbie now...i can't stop starin at all the clothes!!! ytd bought 2 tees at an incredibly POW-WOW!!! price..n mind you..it's the 2 exact same one..but diff color only..then today..i bought 4 other shirt and dress...my hands are jux uncontrollable..the moment i think i like it..i jux click "add to cart".."add to cart" and "add to cart"...then in d end..got 6 items...but only 4 ish mine...then my laptop hanged.....all my browser were auto-closed..had to reselect ALL OVER AGAIN..(but before that, i told myself not to buy if it really auto-closes..)..but i jux couldn't resist n clicked "confirmed"...tadah~!!! more money flying away...and no money flying in...hmmm...anyone any part-time jobs to intro??? i need more money to sustain my overspending habit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ohyesh!!! n my study trip's postpone to march 2010!!!!! so long luhx!!! now i donno if i still wanna go...i don wan another disappointment..=/