waking up today with loadxa symptoms..
sore throat.swollen right eye.blocked right ear.cramp in left leg.
tt's hell load of trouble isn't it?
srsly idk wad's happening to my body..
i hate to think tt way but i always feel tt each time im leaving for bkk,
i'll fall sick again..like real serious kind..urghh!!!
pleasepleaseplease!!!!!! i dont want dont want dont want!!!
i want i want i want to be HEALTHY!!!!!!
this has been my favourite drink for d past few weeks!!!!!
i simply can't stop drinking it-the milk tea!!!
and maybe tts cos why my weight's liddat uhx.
this time it will last for a month and not a week!!!!!
i'm really really really determined this time!!!
cos i've had ENUFF!!!!!!
i'm a fatasss n heavy freak!!!!!!
so pls stop saying i won't last,
CAUSE I WILLLLL!!!!!!!
i need to get my weight down down down!!!!!!
let's see!!!!!!!!
wed was horrid tho!!!!!
i was totally wasted i tink before i even got to enjoy myself.
sucha trouble i am!!!!! i really tink im a useless self.
but realllllll thhhaannnkss!!!!! to those who took care of me.
i really really really appreciate it!!!!!
i promise i wont be like tt the next time.never!
total embarrassment.omgosh!!!
(i spent a whole day thinking bout wat i really did ok!)
i jux feel like burying myself each timee d tot came to my mind again.
lousylousylousygirliam!!!!!!
abissssssssssh!!!!!!!!!!!!
today's another horrid day.
went to work n hoooolllllaaaa!!!
i was "bullied"!!!
damn sad kaex!!! i felt damn demoralized!!!
and im starting to think alllll paranoid.....
never did someone treated me like tt in all my workin' life!!!
(hoho!like i've worked for century years huhx!)
how can u say tt uhx!!!
tho i may look all strong n fierce but i'm NOT! hookaaay!!!
n d worse is tt i'm getting v.weak emotionally these dayssss..
i break down n cry v.easily.i simply not know why's so.
wish i'd know!!
i nd to stay away frm this world for a few days at least.
simply dont knw how to face ppl alr.hidehidehide!!!
i shud stop lookin.stopstopstop.
3 comments:
i won't say you won't last okay!!!
we diet tgt!!!!!
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