not much of a secracy

just a random post which i thought i have to post no matter how tired i am!!!

So a short one before i sleep..

today (okay, technically it's yesterday!), one of my friends told us he drew a spartan(not sure if this is d spelling). And i'm wondering why on earth did he drew a spartan cos he doesn't look artistic nor is he like one who's interested in drawing or anything close to it. So when asked, he said it's for his psychology class. The first thought that came to my mind is that,"Woahx! psycho class = Art class? Some cool ehx". Later did i realise that that drawing is actually something that represent yourself. Like as in your character. And then he kept asking what we would draw!!! like KEPT ASKING!!! What came to my mind was blank!!! So does that mean i'm a blank person? Like i should leave it blank if i were given a piece of paper to draw? I really wish i could think of sth that could relate me, like an object or an animal that i could say i wanted to draw! I really thought very hard and i really cant think of anything!! After some time, i rmb hy said she'd draw an eye? Well, at least she thought of sth that she wanted to draw. It's really frustrating at that moment for me!!! Cos does that mean that i'm sucha uninteresting person? Someone without a goal or whatnot? I'm worried. I really am!!

I kept thinking...and thinking..and thinking!!!!!! And until i was showering just now, i know what i could draw! Maybe a cat? But not that kinda cat! It's TOM! Y'know, the Tom & Jerry's Tom? Cos on the outside, Tom seemed to be v.scary and hostile, he seemed confident and all. But actually, he's a scary cat. He's scared of almost everything and doesnt use his brain properly which caused him to be in so much trouble. Always being mocked by Jerry and teased by Jerry. Always trying to reach a goal but fail in the end. Get scolded quite often by his owner due to those stupid acts he performed...etc...So i think Tom really matches who i am? I might seem to be much of a touch person with that much of confidence, but inside me, i've gotten zero of that! I might seemed much of a hostility on the outside, but i'm nth of that sort. I goes mad and crazy over little things and gets contented easily(i guess???). And yea...lotsa similarities with TOM in a nutshell! I really have to draw that out when i'm free and then scan it and post it here...Then this post will sorta be complete. hahahx.

Well, this post is basically just to highlight my characters and worries. And area of concern. Just a little self reflection too!!! (It's important to me to self reflect every now and then!) That's it...I just wanna sleep now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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