big "TWO"

hoohoooxxx!!!!!

finally turned 20..it's not like i anticipated it or anything.

but i'm just amazed at how time passed so quickly!!!!!

i'm this OLD alr?!!!! i really thought tt i'm still like 18 everytime y'know??

(if not for d constant reminder by my EVIL young frensss...)): )

hahahahx...pretty much satisfied with my twenty years of life..

or technically 19? since i've just turned 20.

just that i've just got no luck in the bf department..boooo!!!

i must try to change to become a water person.....

(cos aft doing this survey thingy, my 2 elements are simply FIRE&earth)

am i that "emotionless"??? hmm...

but i do find myself quite "transparent" when it comes to emotions??

if i'm angry, it totally shows! if u can't tell, then there must be sth wrong with u!! hahax..

and same goes when i'm rly happy or worried wtv...

the only down side of me is tt i don't usually say "sorry" when i rly need to?

i'm pretty much like an egoistic person..

i simply don't know why i'm sucha person!!! for eg. when i accidentally knock an object, i'd say sorry to d OBJeCT! BUT when i made some grave mistake to a person, i CAN'T bring myself to say "sorry". it's like i'd feel freaking ashame if i said sorry. can't stand myself sometimes too.

so if you know me and somehow experience this kinda situation, i hope u understand kay??

u should know tt i feel sorry but just dont know how to express it... XD

besides, i find myself pretty much of a spendthrift too.

i just buy wtv i want or wtv i see as long as i have money.

i feel that there is a NEED to fully utilise the money at all times. and tt explains why i have minimal or close to zero savings! hahahx!

i love to buy presents for ppl and surprise them. of course, i love receiving too!!! (:

presents are like d best thing on earth!! it's always awesome to receive sth out of the blue.

it's like a boost in energy and mentally as well! so sometimes if i have extra money, i'd usually love to buy gifts for my fam/frens..

and talking bout fam, i'm one who's v.particular bout it. it's almost a must to have family dinners AT LEAST once a month. and i'd feel insecure if anyone in my family says NO to wtv i ask them for. i cannot! accept no as an answer. u can call me overbearing, but tt's who i am. I've changed to become better over the years though. But i'm definitely a veryvery insecure person.

i might seem to b like an iron from d outside, but all i can say is that i'm not.

i've got sooo many flawsss, i kinda dislike myself for behaving tt way sometimes.

well, but wtv that is, i'm gonna change!!!!!!!!

i'm becoming an adult soon and i shouldnt behave tt way i used to.

gotta convert myself to waterrrrr!!! like some pokemon!!!

TRANSFORM!!!!!!!!! ^^