insecurity..

i'm a real paranoid person..and i'm always feeling insecure..

it's really hard for me to feel safe and comfortable about things..

it may not look like that on the surface,

but if u'd really know who i am well..

i guess u'd figured it all out...

and seeing all these things happening in the world,

i'm not feeling the best.....

1. Japan's quake/tsunami --> causing nuclear disaster to likely happen

2. Indonesia volcano eruption

3. Tsunami warnings extended to U.S West Coast, Taiwan etc...

4. Missing people in Singapore

5. Murder case by "minors" in sg

6. Singapore jux can't stop raining lately! with all those thunders/lightnings and non-stop rain

and some other weird things happening in d world...

but just these 5 listed, it's already more than enough!

they've already sent chill down my spine..goosebumps raising..

i really can't imagine the world to end..

rumours are that the world will come to an end in 2012..

seriously..how true is that??

lotsa ppl i know don't believe in that..

but to me..i believe it totally..

and besides that..i'm a total believer of UFOs, aliens, crop fields, strange things in the world..

i'm really curious! really really curious why all these things happen!!!

like why why why?????

but why don't we witness them?

why do it disappear before everyone sees it?

why can't they be explained??

why why why???????

do they even exist?

isit jux ppl trying to create news??

or i'm jux to dumb to figure them out..?

so many qtns in my mind..

and all these qtns fill up my mind when i'm watching news or facts or faked..

i'm jux hoping the world won't come to an end..

can't imagine what would happen..

and world peace!!!!!! pls-oh-pls!!!!!!